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I Don't Know How To Tell You

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i don't know how to tell you
how much i love you
i don't know how to tell you
how much it hurts when we're apart
i don't know how to tell you
how much you mean to me
i don't know how to tell you
that you have all of my heart

i don't know how to tell you
how you changed my life
i don't know how to tell you
things i cannot say
i don't know how to tell you
how you make my heart change beats
i don't know how to tell you
how much i think of you each day

i don't know how to tell you
the truth without the pain
i don't know how to tell you
what you mean to me
i don't know how to tell you
i'd die without you here
i don't know how to tell you
you're everything i see

i don't know how to tell you
because i don't have the right words
i don't know how to tell you
your joy and pain is mine
i don't know how to tell you
you're my weakness and my strength
i don't know how to tell you
that you make the stars shine

i don't know how to tell you
that it can't go on like this
i don't know how to tell you
i would never leave your side
i don't know how to tell you
i don't know up from down
i don't know how to tell you
about all the times i cried

i don't know how to tell you
that i can't tell the truth
i don't know how to tell you
that i just can't lie
i don't know how to tell you
i won't make it alone
i don't know how to tell you
without you i would die

i don't know how to tell you
i'm sorry for everything
i don't know how to tell you
sometimes i'm not a good friend
i don't know how to tell you
you're the whole world to me
i don't know how to tell you
i just can't let this end.
i wrote this tonight for a friend. things get so... complicated in life. i don't know what happened, really. one minute i'm holding onto my best friend, fighting about who loves who more, and the next minute, i'm drunk and trying to hang myself from a flagpole... how the hell did i get to point B? i don't know what happened to my life... i've broken down too many times. i've cried more than my fair share. i don't know what's what anymore. i'm so sick of not wanting to live because i'm in so much pain. i'm so stuck. i suppose this poem is just... an attempted explaination to my friend. i feel like i can't do this anymore. but... ugh. whatever. i always do...

i hate not being able to let someone know what they mean to you. i can't do without them. aghghghgh. death to love because i love to death...
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dimka25's avatar
:crying_MO: So hard right now. Great poem. Perfectly describes my life right now. Excellent.